On the one hand, I want to be the mysterious and dominant girl that seems like a bitch but is also there for the one or two friends no matter what.
But on the other hand I want to be the sweet skinny girl that’s very submissive and cares about everyone and everything.
But currently all I am is a fat blob.
thanks :)
its gotten to the point where i dont even crave food anymore,
like i crave food, but then i think about actually eating it and it doesnt make me happy and honestly kind of disgusts me.
i guess i dont really crave food anymore, i just crave the moment of happiness that used to come with it.
so i suppose theres a tip here, before you eat, honestly think about it- imagine yourself eating it, does it actually make you happy
or is it just trying to make up for something else youre missing, something deep down.
stay safe bbgs
xx ellie
